2.1.23

Alien confession pt.1



 Sometimes I feel like I'm a failed copy of a human being.

Strange places hurt and no matter my efforts, I just can't bend as the others do; my body looks weird despite any attempts to tone it and don't even get me started in the social aspects, from my extreme discomfort and masking as I interact with anyone, it goes deeper into not even being able to experience orgasms in union with other humans. 
It's as if the aliens who have been watching the earth for so long, made a suit to bear this consciousness of mine, but they never really understood what was truly going on inside them, well I'm sorry my dear kind, whoever you are: I still do not understand humans, after almost 30 years of being submerged in their practices.
Now, could you please end the experiment and take me home? For the pain I'm in is not worth another time seeing the sun.