19.12.23

December 2023 (Brain Dump 5)

 I'm feeling stressed, even though I'm sort of done with all the things I need to do, the list is shorter each day and I have accepted that some things will not happen until the next year, but that is more than alright.

My morning routine is beneficial even if not instant, I've been trying to time it to make it more exact, but I like the space for exploration it gives me. I feel like going to the museum today, something calm and relaxing, somehow I think I'll end up going to Ikea...

I'm very pragmatic today, thinking of the food I gotta eat before leaving and how to organize my self-care so I'm clean and beautiful ASAP. - Though I should tell myself (to try to convince me) that I'm always beautiful... The chats with my lovely San in the last couple of weeks have been incredibly helpful and supportive. I am so grateful to have her in my life, even if in the distance because no one else provides such a depth-welcoming space, it's pure growth and support, I'm a lucky one.