April 17th - Homeless
Little bites over my body,
The inside of my lungs,
My brain, my guts.
A tiny monster gnawing,
Parasite of a world,
Slow and steady.
Put a lid on, it overflows.
There's no end to
Exponential growth.
How long till you change?
Do we have to die first?
Despite it all,
Another shitty job,
I'll be homeless again, soon.
April 6th -
Silence, how I miss you.
Every lonely morning,
every forest walk,
every moment of solitude.
You're lost in the city.
Some empty alley,
some dark basement,
some abandoned room.
Oh Silence, beloved.
Come to my road,
come to my window,
come to my bed.
You're needed in my soul.
Quiet their hands,
quiet his mouth,
quiet my brain.
Silence, my dearest affair.
Would you hold my hand, show me your home?
Would you let me visit when you're lost from my soul?
Would you let us become the flame of the greatest love?
March 25th - Unknown
Off it seems,
This purple crawling,
On my face.
Confessing,
The pains settling,
Under my skin.
Once majestic,
Cathedral of Youth,
Worshipped, full.
Now in ruins,
Void of a twisted past,
Glass and stone.
A perfect lie,
Doubts as foundations,
It had to fall.
Backed by the power,
Perfectly disguised, sugar glass,
Plastic stone
Ivy covers my fingers,
Mossy legs and magnolia,
Right on my chest.
Sprouting inside me,
A beautiful spring bomb,
Never needed a fort.
My mother's face,
Misshapen broken heart,
Ripping my flowers.
My father had none,
No words were pronounced,
The echoing void.
I see you now,
My beloved broken doves,
You meant to fly.
Took my tender body,
Pushed it down the cliff,
But near the ground.
Stopped the fear,
And began once again,
Pushed.
To be ready I had to part,
In my own terms, at my own time,
And the cathedral I built,
It had to fall.
But look, my beloved doves,
Can you see the creepers?
They're welcoming me.
The armour was never needed,
For I've found the strongest of swords,
It was inside my void all along.
As I roam these worlds,
My darkest oblivion comes along,
Loneliness nevermore.
May your shadows bring this love,
Unconditional and bold,
With you until dawn.
March 24th - Strength
A leap into the void of this world,
Last time I had a vision,
Now I'm lost, tightly curled,
May I have strength for this incision.
Just like then, I fear,
Have I forgotten the thrill?
Just like then, my dear,
Have I lost my will?
A fire in my soul inspires,
A light in my mind guides,
My voice sings like choirs,
My stubborn heart provides.
May the sun light my path,
May the moon protect my rest,
May the stars support me, as
My loves accompany this quest.
Envision the lion within,
The elephant and the owl,
In a calming silence I swim,
As they, my head cowl.
I'm pacing the way,
Protected, unarmed,
Not going away,
Know I won't be harmed.
For I am protected,
By the celestial and love,
With you, my dearests, connected,
I will never again be alone.
Thank you.
March 23rd -
Crawling through my skin,
Into my muscles and bones,
Finding shelter within,
As if attacked by stones.
It's not just physically real,
But a mind's been shattered,
Is anything but teal,
My body is a batter.
March 21st - Calm
The calm you have scares me,
It fills me with joy and love,
Your beautiful mind is tough,
Yet it might all turn out messy.
We've been here twice before,
And I won't leave, I won't leave,
But there's a pain within this soul,
I don't know how much I can resist.
In fear I hope, for you to stay,
It began so, it traveled away,
Back has come, and I fear, I fear,
Please remain, calm be near.
March 16th - The hope of you
Warming amber filtered through,
Touched our skins with one or two,
Asking me what's love to do,
When all we did was just a few.
Despite the fire all is calm,
Within a storm in this realm,
Or has it passed this wounded palm,
With herbs we made a soothing balm.
Maybe now we'll find the healing,
In water signs lie my feelings,
Within your depths there's been stealing,
That freedom in love revealing.
And now you can see clearly, love,
This fountain is not in spite of,
The heart is immense all above,
Well it's all you've never dreamed of.
Open your eyes as I hold your hand,
I won't leave you alone in the sand,
We have so much to feel in this land,
So much more to reveal, understand.
Hold my hand and dare,
Into the void stare,
I promise I'll be there,
Jump with me into the flare.
On the old pains sacrifice,
From their ashes, paradise.
March 15th - You
My beautiful creature,
Fractured and damaged,
Like a reflection in the mirror.
But unlike another,
Your blood, heart and soul.
Healed your wounds with the sun and the moon.
In warm golden they shine,
In silver at night,
Mesmerized in the strength of your lines.
Healed in the darkest sky,
All is thanks to you,
The unbelievably resilient,
You.
March 14th - To the moon
Oh, hello moon,
This might come as a surprise,
No one sees you tonight,
Except us, the wild.
Oh, hello moon,
Your light gives us such strength,
Protection and care,
We dance to you.
Oh, hello moon,
Your power enters my veins,
It tingles everywhere,
Undress us for you.
Oh, hello moon,
I see you this darkest night,
I worship you all day,
I thank you, beloved.
Oh, good night new moon,
I'll keep you close to my heart,
In my waters and stones,
Until then.
Thank you beloved moon of mine,
I bow to you, untamed,
My eyes fixed on you,
Submission.
Every second of my body,
Reflects your sensual light,
Caress this till my end,
Our secret, intact.
March 13th -
Those teal pants that you wore,
Tight right were they make you,
Exquisite.
That couture on your legs,
Wrapping right around your,
Mmm.
I want you all over,
Up, down, and all around,
My body.
Taste me for redemption,
Bring me to completion,
Use me.
Move my curves as you please,
With your eternal strength,
Attention.
Your loving, careful touch,
Makes my body shiver,
In love.
For what we have is more,
Than just a bodily,
Bond.
Your calm and my fire,
Deeply into our minds,
Perfection.
Grounding growth of a love,
That is worth writing for.
Damn.
March 10th - The Past
I will always be with you,
My beautiful sunset.
Holding your hand,
Despite the clouds,
Rain or storms.
For you are the only reason,
I'm right here, right now.
So I thank you.
I thank you for surviving,
Resisting and staying.
I thank you for becoming
stronger with every pain.
I thank you for making
Our souls, strong,
Keeping our hearts kind.
Now that I can see you,
I am giving back.
I will take care of us,
Like the treasure we
Truly are.
March 9th - On days like yesterday
Love floats all around,
Between chants and hands,
Pushing our bikes to that,
Which we hope for.
And though some dressed fancy,
Putting up a show, like every day,
In such a strange city,
Most were up for the fight.
Good night system,
Have nightmares of us,
With our Chilean chanting,
What a rapist you are.
March 8th -
Your eternal warmth wraps around my heart,
Like your infinite arms all around my legs.
March 7th - The Masterpiece
I laid sheets over my heart,
To contain my soul and yours,
As we touched with tender fingers,
strong palms.
Your body changes at night,
as I kiss your neck and down.
Your tongue dancing on me,
And your veins fill up for me.
I pressed our bodies together,
Dancing faster on your hips,
Wrapping you inside me,
I'm ready to hold you in.
So I move until we feel right,
Perfect pressure,
And your hand on my hip,
You know will make me push you in.
Ay, love, slowly over you
Please slide in,
Silence takes over,
As our breaths become faster,
When you reach the end of me,
Animals we become.
Faster,
you fill me,
Deeper,
I dance you.
We dance harshly,
in the wilderness of our love,
One that brings us both to,
A temporary death.
An ever-satisfying ancient art,
A masterpiece each time,
Between you and I.
March 5th - One
Those blueberries you got me,
Oh they are as sweet as your touch,
We are indeed perfect for each other,
That's why we are one.
Once I shared these depths of my soul with an evil demon, he pushed me down with rationality, for he was raised in rules and boxes, but I didn't know back then. I stopped writing. Today I know that poetry is the expression of hearts and minds, there are no rules within the infinity of us and if there are, maybe it's time to evaluate them and see if that's why you're so concerned about identity politics.
So, knowing this, here I am, sharing some vulnerable, raw texts once more. Reconnecting with does good in my soul. Being seen-