3.11.18

29-30/10 Nightmare

We were on vacations, Mo was most of the time on his computer, not paying any attention to me. Then anywhere he would find some other people he would leave his computer and start talking to them, and laughing and flirting.
Then a war started and we were hiding, we were with more people that felt like family, but also enemies. And there was this one man who had stolen a rifle and he had a daughter. He was insane but somewhat on our side, still we didn't trust him because we knew that at any point he would take out the gun.
The daughter was always naked and was the whole time putting her breasts on Moritz's face and he, of course, wouldn't complain. I was the whole time pushing her away when she and Mo were together. 
On the last scene, they were laying in bed with a bunch of people and she was in front of him looking towards him, with her boobs right on his face. She had perfect boobs, perfect nipples, a perfect body and the face of the woman from the u-bahn that I say some days ago. The one with the space between her teeth, the huge beautiful eyes and the tattoos on her lower eyelid. She had long brown hair, it looked soft and silky.
And I was so angry, I went there and grabbed her boob with rage while I pushed her away as I felt the whole time really angry at Moritz because I had to take care of that. And he was there just enjoying, he didn't care or want to be with me at all.
Then I woke up.